Halo by Beyonce Knowles

Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby, they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But, I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I ain't never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh ooh...

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget to pull me back to the ground again

And it's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm taking
I'm never gonna shut you out!

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh ooh...
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh ooh...
Halo, ooh ooh...
Halo, ooh ooh, oh...

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby, I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby, I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh oh...
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo, halo
I can feel your halo, halo, halo
I can see your halo, halo...
Halo, ooh oh...

- yhen ü

Call Center Girl

Akala ng iba, Being a Call Center Representative is, Okay na, Akala nila, Super dali lang. Akala nila pethics lang, Ayun nga lang ang akala nila, Ang hindi nila alam, Working in a call center company is full of challenges.

Let me share you my story:

 When i started working in a BPO Company, Syempre, Na excite ako, Bata palang kasi ako, I dream to work in Call Center Industy. Kasi sabi nila, kapag nasa call center ka, mabilis ang pera, (Oo, pwede) Sabi nila, sobrang gaan lang, kakausapin mo lang yung Client, tapos okay na, May pera ka na, But i was wrong. Napaka Challenging pala maging isang agent (Agent kasi ako). I've learned that iba't iba pala klase ang pagiging call center representative. Natutunan ko na iba't ibang field pala sya, may (Sales, Support, Inbound/Outbound, Data Analyst and etc,) then doon ako napunta sa field ng pinaka mahirap, ang pagiging Sales agent, I thought being a sales agent was the same as a sales lady in the mall or store or in the market, but what i have learned was, Being a sales agent in the Call Center Industry, there are five sins na possible mo magawa, magkabenta ka lang.
The Gambling, Lying,Scamming, Acting, Fraud. But syempre, di ko naman lahat ginawa yan. Honestly speaking, Lying and Acting. Yun ginawa ko yun, Wala e. Kelangan kong maka survive kasi kung hindi, matatanggal na agad ako. Syempre sa kagustuhan ko na hindi matanggal, syempre i'll find the way not to be fired. Then i did it. I passed the training period, Umabot ako ng one month being a sales agent. Naisip ko, kaya ko pa ba? Parang di ko na kaya e, Buti nalang nag-launch yung bago namin campaign, at the same time, nag shut down yung shift namin sa gabi, kasi natumal na yung benta, then we asked to choose, kung lilipat ba kami dun sa bagong campaign or mananatili ako sa campaign na yun, but change shift na. Then i decided na mag try naman ng bago. Naisip ko gusto ko ng bagong field. then yun nga, akala ko magiging sales ulit ako, but i found out, di na, then i became a Lead Generation Specialist in the new campaign. Mas magaan naman sya kesa sa sa pagiging Sales Agent kasi, di ka magbebenta, kumbaga apointment setting lang, pero, syempre mahirap din sya. kasi kelangan namin ma-hit yung goal namin. Ilang bwan din wala ako napa convert na sales, halos susuko na ako, kasi nahihirapan na ako maghanap ng kausap, lahat not interested, busy, hang up, voicemail and disconnected. naisip ko na talaga mag resign, kaso naparealize nila sakin na hindi dapat, Naging leadgen ako ako for almost more than 7 months, and i would say na, challenging din sya, but thank god kasi na survive ko sya. Then siguro, yung pagiging leadgen ko, eh nagtapos na, kumbaga graduate na ako, then i was transferred to another campaign naman, dito naging maginhawa na yung buhay ko, hindi na kasi ako nagtatawag, process process nalang order.Naging Support na ako or Verifier. parang promoted na rin. Sobrang nagpasalamat ako syempre kasi nakapunta ako sa level na 'to, dahil sa tyaga, sipag, at pasensya, at least worth it lahat ng pinahirapan ko. Ngayon, Okay na ako :)

To cut the story short- Simple lang, Hindi basta basta ang pagtatrabaho sa Call Center, pero kahit ganun kahit mahirap, MASAYA. ü

Kill them with Kindness ☺

Alam mo yung nakakainis sa mga tao? Especially sa mga taong walang magawa kundi asarin ka araw-araw, i-bully ka araw-araw, badtrip-in ka araw-araw. Sobrang nakakainis diba? Di na tuloy maaalis yan sa mundong ibabaw. Yung tipong, kahit saan ka pumunta meron mga katulad nila. Para sa kanila, kapag nagbibitiw sila ng salita,Joke lang lahat. Pero they didn't even notice na may nasasaktan na pala sila. Kapag kinomfront mo naman sila, ikaw pa magiging masama. Minsan, tinatanong ko sa sarili ko, May mali ba sakin? Hindi na ba ako pwede maging sensitive pagdating sa mga binibitawan nilang salita? Kailangan ba sila nalang lagi yung sensitive? 

Ako bawal na? Ang hirap! Sa totoo lang, natatapakan na nila yung pagkatao ko, kapag hindi ko sila pinatulan. Mas lalo nila ako ibu-bully, mas lalo nila papakelaman yung buhay ko, Kapag naman, pinatulan ko sila, Sila pa yung galit? The question is, San ba ako lulugar? Ni ultimo, damit ko pang araw araw, papakelaman nila, kahit wala akong ginagawa, papakelaman nila ako. Ba't ba may mga taong nabubuhay na ganun yung mga ugali nila? Lagi ko tinatanong sa sarili ko, Pano ko ba sila papatulan yung tipong mananahimik na sila sa pangengelam sa buhay ko. Yung kahit na i-bully nila ako, laitin nila ko, sila yung maapektuhan hindi ako, Habang tinatanong ko ang sarili ko, One person advised me, "Kill them with Kindness" I asked why? Kasi, the more papatulan mo sila, the more na mababadtrip ka sila, the more na sinasabayan mo yung mga trip nila, the more ka din nila mas lalong gagalitin, mas matutuwa pa sila,  

Kill them with kindness, Bury them with a smile- Kasi kapag ganyan ang pinakita mo sa kanila, sila naman yung mababadtrip, sila naman yung maiinis, sila naman yung maapektuhan, sila naman yung mababadvibes araw araw, kasi iisipin nila, di na tumatalab yung mga ginagawa nila sayo. Wala, wala ng epekto. Kaya, imbes na magmukmok ka dyan at patulan sila tulad ng mga ginagawa nila, just smile at them, then prove to them na iba ang level mo sa kanila, Kung pinapababa na nila yung pagkatao mo, huwag mo hayaan, Iangat mo yung sarili mo,

Then i have realized, Tama nga naman, why shoud i waste my time sa mga taong, di ko naman ka level, Yung mga ugali nila, ugaling Insekyora, Ugaling skwater,

Pero isa lang yung pinangako ko sa sarili ko, I'll do what that person advised to me, pero kapag sobrang sobra na talaga sila, Papatulan ko sila pero yung level pang edukada :)

PS: Nasa sa inyo, if you would go for me or not, this is just base on my experience, Ayoko kasi na, may pumarehas pa sakin. Alam nyo naman na yung gagawin. :)

True love

Hi my name is Yhen 20 years of age. 9 Months Single/Searching/Waiting/ Di pa nakakapag move on. :D Kulit no? Oo Nine Months, Nine months na akong naghihintay sa wala. Nine Months na ako umaasang babalik pa sya, kahit alam kong malabo na. Mali ba ako na pinakawalan ko sya? Kahit mahal ko pa sya? Ginawa ko lang naman kung ano yung tama e?! Ayoko na magpaka- tanga at magpaloko sa kanya, pero bakit ganun feeling ko tuloy mali ako ng naging desisyon na pinakawalan ko sya? Sana hindi ako sumuko, sana di ko sya hiniwalayan at pinakawalan. Ngayon, sobrang saya na nya, masayang masaya na sya sa iba? Sakit diba? </3

Pero, paano ba mawala yung sakit? paano ba hindi sya mahalin? Can someone give me suggestion kung paano, I am trying pero mahirap e. Mahal na mahal ko pa rin sya! Kahit na niloko nya ako, mahal ko pa rin sya, Nakakainis, naiinis ako sa sarili ko :( Nagmahal lang naman ako e! Bakit kelangan ko maghirapan ng ganto.


Wish ko? Sana kung sino man yung dadatin sa buhay ko, Sana hindi nya ako saktan, tulad ng ginawa ng ex ko, Sana iparamdam nya sakin yung word na "Love, Trust, Forever and Infinity" Kung sino man sya, Kahit natatakot na ako magmahal, mamahalin ko pa rin sya ng buong buo. Hindi ko sya susukuan, hindi ko sya iiwan.

I am still hoping na may magmamahal sakin na ako yung unang ipa-prioritize, Still hoping na magiging masaya ako, and still hoping na totoo talaga ang salitang forever,

I am not rushing, I'm just here, waiting for him, and preparing for his coming, :)


Simple message para sa taong makakasama ko habang buhay:

Dear Some One,

Hi, My name is Arlene. Just call me Yhen,
Kung sakaling dumating ka man, may hiling lang ako? Okay lang ba?
Mahalin mo lang ako, mamahalin din kita, Sana di ka tulad nila, Sana kung papaiyakin mo man ako, dahil masaya ako, hindi dahil nasasaktan ako. Sana, makuntento ka kung ano ako at kung anong meron ako, I don't want a perfect relationship, I want worth it. Hindi mo naman kailangan mag bago magpa bibo para lang maging perfect yung relationship na magkakaroon tayo, basta masaya lang tayo. Okay na ako! Thank you in advance ha! Sana dumating ka na. I love you.

Love,
Yhen ü

Do you believe in Destiny?

What is Destiny?
 - the events that will necessarily happen to a particular person or thing in the future.
-  Two people are meant-for-each-other that never expect, but each person always dreaming.
Does Destiny really exist? Is it just a fantasy like in a fairy tale ? Or It's a fact that others always saying? Ang hirap iexplain kung totoo nga ba ang Destiny, Pero para sakin, If you would ask me.
Totoo man yan o hindi, We, people are the one who are making our own Destiny. Why? Okay lemme tell you this.

In my opinion,
Tayo lang naman yung gumagawa ng Destiny natin e, Nasa satin kung sino yung pipiliin at mamahalin natin. Kung sino yung gusto natin makasama sa pagtanda natin.

Bakit ko nasasabi 'to?
Eh kasi naman, siguro base on my experience na rin.
Akala ko kasi Destiny na kami ng leche kong ex. (Sad face) Akala ko sya na yung Destiny ko, yung tipong halos perfect na lahat.
Boto na sa kanya parents ko, may mga pangarap na kami for the future.
Okay na ako sa parents nya. Basta, wala na siguro ako mahihiling na iba nung mga panahon kami pa/
Pero isang araw, biglang wala na, gumising nalang ako, wala na pala kami. Sakit diba <//3
Sabi ko pa nung naghiwalay kami, ay babalik yun. hintayin ko lang! Kasi nangako naman sya sakin e, Pero paano ko hihintayin yung taong masayang masaya na sa iba, paano ko hihintayin yung taong gusto na mag settle down, sa iba.

So! I realized di nga sya yung destiny ko, di rin ako ang destiny nya, kasi sya yung pumili ng taong guston nya makasama sa pagtanda nya, hindi na nya ako nahintay.


Kaya ang Destiny na yan! Kathang isip lang yan!



I, thank you :)

Real Friends Distance

       Photo taken: Eastwood City (Mcdonald's)

True  Friends Are Never Apart , Maybe In Distance , But Not In Heart. ♥

As your friend, I offer you this oath:

I accept the responsibility of being your friend.

I will be committed to the relationship.

I will be honest, loyal, and trustworthy.

I will hold all you tell me in confidence.

I may not always agree with you,
but I will support your decisions.

I will always strive to work out any differences we may have.

I will not try to change you but accept you for who you are.

I will put time and effort into our relationship. Staying in touch with you will be a priority.

I will bring as much fun, joy, and inspiration to your life as I can.

I will respect your commitment to your career, family, and other obligations.

I will give advice only when it'’s asked for.

If you decide not to follow my advice,
I will accept your decision.

I will be there for you when you need me.

I will take the time to listen and try to understand.

I will always act in your best interest and will not speak ill of you to others.

I will always strive to be a better friend.

I will hold your dreams dear in my heart as if they’'re my own and celebrate your every success.

I will be your friend unconditionally--through the good times and bad.

This oath will never expire. Its terms are written in my heart and signed with love, and I’ll cherish our friendship all the days of my life.

- Arlene ü