Weird Feeling

Now Playing: On this Day- David Pomeranz ☺

Waah. Inhale..Exhale..Inhale..Exhale.. Shakks! Ang Weird:3 Bakit ganun yung feelings ko. Kinikilig ako na ewan haha. Stop Arlene----- Wala lang yun! Wala lang yun. Friendly lang yung tao, wag mo bigyan ng meaning! Well, Tama nga naman! Malay mo friendly nga lang talaga sya! Atleast di sya snob haha diba?

Pero kasi, pano ba naman di ka matutuwa okay makikilig, eh kung sya yung una nag chachat sayo diba? *blush* tapos yung mga approach nya super sweet and overwhelming :) Ano yun? Sobra namang friendly yun? Haha o baka sadyang sweer lang talaga sya! Well anyways, This feeling seems infatuation only, no hard feeling! Natural lang to sa mga tao. Sadyang may magpapakilig sayo with no reasons, Wala e ganun talaga, pero sa knaila walang meaning yun? Ayaw mo nun? May nagpapakilig sayo kahit totoo? Okay lang yan! :)


Hm.

Hi Be,

The first time we met, the first word came out into my mouth was "Wow!" Ewan haha, dahil ba sa aura mo? Well anyways,  Cute ka! totoo naman yun! Proven na yun :D Hindi lang ako nagsabi nun. Baka nga buong mundo, Mabait? Yaah! You are, :) Thank you ha! Kasi pinapansin mo ko, pianpakilig mo ko even though hindi mo alam haha, simpleng banat mo lang, Galing mo! Pero don't worry hanggang kilig lang yun no hard feelings haha, "Weird feelings" lang. Just keep on  making me smile ha, para naman kahit single ako masaya ako haha, Thank you Be :*

Imposible Dream

Photo Credits: to the owner.

 Siguro nga napaka imposible na magkatotoo ang isang panaginip. Sabi nila lahat daw ng panaginip ay kabaligtaran sa totoong buhay. Sana lang may fairy ng mga dreams, 'no! Kung meron man, sana mabigyan ako ng chance na makapag wish sa kanya! Isang wish lang. Tapos kapag natupad yun, siguro. Isa na ako sa pinaka na pinaka masayang at pinaswerteng babae sa mundo. Ano yung wish ko? Hmm. Na sana yung lalaki dun sa panaginip ko sana sya nalang for real, na sana totoo sya, na sana nag-e-exist nga sya dito sa mundong ibabaw, sana di nalang sya panaginip..... Haaay! Kasi naman e, bakit ka pa pumasok sa panaginip ko. Yan tuloy hanggang ngayon di pa rin kita makalimutan. Umaasa tuloy ako na sana totoo ka nalang kahit alam ko naman napaka imposible! Nakakainis, You're just a dream but iba yung impact mo sakin! I can't get enough with you! Alam mo bang, gusto ko nalang na matulog buong araw dahil gusto ko ituloy yung "tayo" sa panaginip. Ang hirap nya ikwento ng detalye, pero gusto ko talaga ilagay dito sa blog ko, para kung sakali dumating yung panahon na makalimutan ko na yung mukha mo, maaalala ko pa rin habang binabasa ko to.

Siguro kung in real life yun nangyari. Sobrang swerte ko na talaga! Paano ko ba sya ikwekwento, ang hirap kasi. Hmmm. Ganto, Di ko alam kung saan tayo nagmeet basta isang araw nalang daw, sobrang saya daw natin dun sa party. di ka nagsasalita, may dala kang pentel pen and paper, lahat ng gusto mo sabihin sinusulat mo in short pipi ka. Pero kahit ganun, di daw kita iniwasan, instead mas naging close pa tayo, ang bait bait mo daw sakin, pati family mo mabait sakin. Tapos ewan  bakit biglang nag fast forward ng very very light, nagkaintindihan na daw tayo nun, feelings are mutual. tapos biglang may pumasok sa eksena, ewan ko kung sino yun basta para sobrang malapit daw sakin? Ex ko siguro? Ewan medyo blurred kasi yung face nya, pero ikaw ang linaw linaw. sobrang gwapo mo, maputi, matangos ilong, matangkad. :) Hehe --- O yun, tapos basta bigla pumasok sya sa eksena, ang kulit nga e, biglang pinapapapili nya ako kung sino daw pipiliin ko sa inyong dalawa. Syempre nawindang daw ako nun. di ko alam sino ba, nag isip daw ako na nag-isip ng mabuti, Alam mo ba, nagdalawang isip pa daw ako nun, kasi kung ikaw yung pipiliin ko, di ko alam mangyayari kasi nga diba pipi ka, tapos sya hindi, tapos basta parang ang hirap daw nun, tapos ilang araw di ako nagpakita, yung huli natin daw kita, nagsulat ka sa papel ng "I love you, sana ako piliin mo" Tapos, yun nga, nakita ko daw yung isang tropa natin, sabi nya iyak ka daw ng iyak, kasi daw iniisip nya na yung isa na daw yung pinili ko hindi daw ikaw. tapos alam mo ba, dun mismo sa kanya mismo, sinabi ko, "Wala, hindi ko pinili yun, Ikaw yung pinili ko"Nalaman mo daw yun! Nagkita daw tayo nun, sinurprise daw kita, ang saya saya mo daw, niyayakap mo daw ako, tapos alam mo ba bigla ka daw nagsalita? Haha kulit no? Di ka naman pala talaga pipi daw, ayaw mo lang talaga magsalita. Tapos yun, naging tayo na daw, nagpakasal pa nga daw tayo e. tapos andami daw natin pinuntahan na lugar sa probinsya, kung saan saan, tapos boto daw yung parents mo sakin.

Diba ang saya? E kung sa totoong buhay yung nangyayari sakin? Diba ang saya ko na? Swerte ko pa? Nasaan ka ba? Sana totoo ka na lang! :/ Haaaay!

Sana nababasa mo to, sana same lang din yung panaginip mo sa panaginip ko. Sana nga tayo nalang!

Random Photos♥

Photos posted below are owned by the author herself :)

Im Just trying to be a photographer wannabe ^^

Love Yourself- J.Bieber

                         ♥ Love Yourself ♥

For all the times that you rain on my parade

And all the clubs you get in using my name

You think you broke my heart, oh girl for goodness sake
 You think I'm crying on my own, well I ain't

And I didn't wanna write a song

Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care

I don't but, you still hit my phone up

And baby I be movin' on

And I think you should be somethin'

I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone

And I never like to admit that I was wrong

And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on

But now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

And when you told me that you hated my friends

The only problem was with you and not them

And every time you told me my opinion was wrong

And tried to make me forget where I came from

And I didn't wanna write a song

Cause I didn't want anyone thinking I still care

I don't but, you still hit my phone up

And baby I be movin' on

And I think you should be somethin'

I don't wanna hold back, maybe you should know that

My mama don't like you and she likes everyone

And I never like to admit that I was wrong

And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on

But now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own

Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

[Instrumental]

For all the times that you made me feel small

I fell in love, now I feel nothin' at all

And never felt so low when I was vulnerable

Was I a fool to let you break down my walls?

Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself

Cause if you like the way you look that much

Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself

And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'

You should go and love yourself.

Nobody Can Drag Me Down :">

Well, :) That's God! I know kahit di natin sya nakikita, kahit di natin sya nahahawakan, He's always there. He always guiding us. Ganyan tayo kalakas kay lord e! :)))
Kung minsan naiisip mo na parang sobrang unfair sayo ng mundo, Don't Be! Kasi kahit kelan hindi unfair ang mundo. Sadyang may mga bagay talaga na di pa perfect time for you.

If people trying to drag you down, Huwag mo hayaan na i-down ka naila, instead, be better and pull yourself up. God will help pulling you up. Tutulungan nya tayo maging positive kahit yung mundo against na sa atin, Kahit yung mundo super negative na. That's God! Andyan lang sya parati sa atin.

I remember when people used to drag us down, Kahit wala naman kaming ginagawa against sa kanila. Naisip ko, "Porket ba mahirap lang kami, gaganun-ganunin nalang kami ng mga tao, ang unfair naman yata nun."But my parents told me, Instead na damdamin namin yung mga pinagsasabi nila samin hiindi maganda, Maging better daw kami lalo, magsumikap sa buhay, magtapos ng pag aaral, para balang araw kapag maayos na yung mga buhay namin, wala ng pwedeng mang maliit samin. Pero syempre, kung maayos na daw yung buhay namin, huwag pa rin kakalimutan kung saan kami nang galing.

Tama ang mga parents ko. Kaya kahit di pa ako nakakapagtapos ng college. Naghanap agad ako ng work at the age of 17, Naging Sales Lady then at 18, pinasok ko ang mundo ng Call Center Agent. Mahirap din sya (http://yhensdiary.blogspot.com/2015/12/call-center-girl.html). But Thank God, He answered my prayers. Regular na ako sa work ko, Napa-pag aral ko na yung mga kapatid ko, naumpisan na ayusin yung bahay namin. Sobrang ang saya ko kasi, di ako nagpa daig sa sinasabi ng ibang tao, instead binago ko yung pananaw nila samin, Nagiging maayos na ung buhay namin ngayon, oo may mga downside, pero hindi na tulad ng dati na halos wala na talaga. Yung mga taong gusto kami tibagin? Well, Okay naman na! Ika nga ni mama, Once naging okay na yung buhay mo, hindi ka na nila pag aaksayahan ng panahon, ganun naman kasi sila e.

Kaya sabi ko sa sarili ko, Ang inspirasyon ko kung bakit nagawa ko lahat ng 'to. kung ba't akong nakapunta sa level ng buhay ko na ito. eh dahil sa family ko, at most of all sa mga Bashers ng family ko :)

Kahit na naging masama sila samin dati, nagpapasalamat pa rin ako sa kanila kasi kung hindi dahil sa pangkukutya nila samin, di gaganda yung buhay namin.

Forgiveness? Matagal na namin sila pinatawad.
Help? Okay lang naman e. Handa naman kami tulong hangga't kaya namin. :)

Basta Andyan si God! Nobody Can Drag Us Down  ♥

Happening Right Now

Monday, 11:37 PM 1/4/2016

Currently here at work, Well this is the third night na wala akong kapalitan, wala kasi yung kasama ko, but okay lang naman kasi wala naman masyado ginagawa pa. Nakakapag-blog pa nga ko e (Haha!)

Hmm. Ganap sa First Monday ng Taon (2016)? La naman nagbago, normal days lang, After work kaninang umang, kaen, tulog then gising tapos eto, work ulit, ganto lang naman daily routines ko e, unless kung may mga lakad pa na kailangan puntahan but other than that, bahay work lang, Hehe.

Credits pala sa owner ng photo na ito ---->

Hihi, i found it nice for this blog kaya ko sya kinuha, i am sorry kung di ako nagpaalam :( 

Anyways! While doing my "blog-thingy", listening to radio also (Heartbeats with Chacha) Now Playing: Sorry by Justine Bieber haha.

TOPIC? Ano nga ba maganda i-topic? Hmm. Okay, alam ko na! Tutal yung caller ni Chacha babes, eh my problem about "LDR-thingy and Trust Issue" Mag-aala ChachaBabes muna ko kahit Five minutes lang hehe. Mag aadvice ako sa kanya!

Para sakin naman Having a Long Distance Relationship is very hard talaga, Isipin mo ha no see, no touch, Hirap nun. Di natin alam kung ano ba ginagawa ng partner lalo na hindi natin sila kasama, Sobrang hirap ang LDR, Ranas ko yan Be! Yan tuloy dahil sa LDR na yan, nagkanda-leche leche yung past relationship. <//3 Kaya yang LDR mahirap na yan paniwalaan e, lalo na kung na experience mo na. Parang ang hirap na pumasok sa next relationship kapag ganun.

Pero sa iba, Ang LDR ang instrument ba tawag dun? basta yun! Ayun yung makakapag patunay kung gaano mo ba kamahal ang partner nyo, na kahit gaano man kalayo sa isa't isa, eh loyal parin both side. Oo totoo naman yun!

Well, my last word to ate,
Follow your heart! di naman kasi hadlang yung LDR kung mahal mo talaga sya e. Ganun lang yun! Simple as that. :)


Hehe.

Photograph ♥

"Photograph"

Loving can hurt
Loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard
You know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone
Wait for me to come home

Loving can heal
Loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know (know)
I swear it will get easier
Remember that with every piece of ya
And it's the only thing we take with us when we die

We keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Our hearts were never broken
Times forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket
Of your ripped jeans
Holdin' me closer
'Til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

Wait for me to come home [4x]

Oh you can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were 16
Next to your heartbeat
Where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's OK, baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away
I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost
Back on 6th street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."

- Ed Sheeran ♥

Late post; Espera Family ♥

A Tribute To Family

I don't know when it started,

Or how it all began.

But God created families,

As only our Lord can.

He was teaching what it means,

To love, honor, and obey.

He wanted a strong bond,

That we don't see too much today.

He wanted someone to hold us,

And show respect for others.

He wanted someone who'd be gentle,

And so he created mothers.

He wanted someone strong,

A support filled with love.

And so he created fathers,

Sent from heaven up above.

Brothers and sisters came next,

With that, an instant friend.

Someone to look up to,

Someone on who to depend.

When he put them all together,

He was amazed at what he'd done.

He had created a family,

Mother, father, daughter, son.

But look at the family,

Created by only two.

How many we've become,

And all because of you.

We have a lot to be thankful for,

The memories through the years.

The many times together,

Full of laughter, full of tears.

I don't know where we'd be today,

If it weren't for the two of you.

To show us strength, support, and love,

Like only the two of you can do.

Source: http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/tribute-to-family#ixzz3w6NhNCRw 

#FamilyFriendPoems 

My Happy Family.

(See photo below)

Me, Tita Tere, Nanay, Aldrin, Shannen, Trisha, Aira, Sarah
Lony, Baby Pia and Arvin.

December 31st, 12:00 AM Selfie

Cropted. :) {Late post}

Pa-selfie bago matapos ang taon :D

New Year’s Reflections

Looking back on the months gone by,
 As a new year starts and an old one ends,
 We contemplate what brought us joy,
 And we think of our loved ones and our friends.

Recalling all the happy times,
 Remembering how they enriched our lives,
 We reflect upon who really counts,
 As the fresh and bright new year arrives.

And when I/we ponder those who do,
 I/we immediately think of you.

Thanks for being one of the reasons I'll/We'll have a Happy New Year!

By Joanna Fuchs

Happy Holidays!

Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!!!! ♥ {Late Post}

How's Everyone? How's the 2nd Day of 2016? Okay, lang ba? Happy naman! :)
Some of the people are posting to their social media accounts are, hi 2016, be good to me! Hmm. Y po? May ginawa ba sayo di maganda ang 2015? Aww. Okay lang yan! :) Atleast ngayon, nakapaglambing ka na sa 2016! Hehe.

Hmm. New year's Resolution ko?
Simple lang, ang magawa ko ang New Year's Resolution ko! Haha. Eh kasi naman, parang kahit isa man lang wala akong nagawa sa lahat ng new year's resolution na sinabi ko haha.
Di naman mahalaga kung may resolution ka or wala e! Ang mahalaga, nagagawa mo ng tama yung mga gusto mong gawin. :)


Ang Wish ko lang this year,
Good health, Continuous career, Happy Family, Best luck for Everyone, and syempre yung unti matupad yung mga pangarap namin sa buhay, especially yung pangarap namin matapos na yung bahay namin. Hopefully, this year will be the best year para matupad yung munting dream namin. :)


Anyways!
Happy New Year Everyone! May the best year come to your life and will end up happy :)

Love,love.